Dedicated to all my besties friend

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Vzz3CtEz74

Kita laungkan Allahu Akbar Allah Maha Besar

Hari yang indah
Senyuman pertama
Hulurkan salam ukhwah kita

Berpesan mengingati
Dituntut agama
Kita bagaikan satu keluarga

Silaturrahim ini tak akan terpisah
Kita jalinkan seperti Rasulullah dan Sahabat

Kita laungkan Allahu Akbar Allah Maha Besar
Seiring sehaluan satu cita dan impian
Susah dan senang kita tempuhi bersama
Bertemu berpisah kerana Allah

Demi satu kejayaan
Perlu pengorbanan
Keazaman juga ketabahan

Inilah kehidupan menuntut kesungguhan
Tak semudah indahnya khayalan
Silaturrahim ini tak akan terpisah
Berbahagia untuk selamanya InsyaAllah

Kita laungkan Allahu Akbar Allah Maha Besar
Seiring sehaluan satu cita dan impian
Susah dan senang kita tempuhi bersama
Bertemu berpisah kerana Allah

Allahu Akbar Allah Maha Besar
Lailaha Illallah
Allahu Akbar Allah Maha Besar
Lailaha Illallah

Kita laungkan Allahu Akbar Allah Maha Besar
Seiring sehaluan satu cita dan impian
Susah dan senang kita tempuhi bersama
Bertemu berpisah kerana Allah

Kita laungkan Allahu Akbar Allah Maha Besar
Seiring sehaluan satu cita dan impian
Susah dan senang kita tempuhi bersama
Bertemu berpisah kerana Allah

Assalamualaikum,
For those who read this, please believe me that I love you so much and more. My love does defeats my heartbeat so that you will know how deep and how much my love to you. It increases day by day although my eyes never see you even your shadow.We are more than close though we are apart by distance. Please, keep your health because I hate to worry about. The reason is still the same, it always because I love you and I adore you. Good bye. Remember that you are the reason of someone's smile.
Wassalamualaikum.

bersama berpisah

dunia milikmu waktu
tapi diriku miliki bisu
Tuhan ajarkanku menengadah
bukan seperti maumu menyerah
demi waktu, aliran masa ini masih berharga


Bahkan batu keras lebih rapuh dari hati
Ia ciptakan milik kita lebih lembut dan kuat
Ya, kita kuat atas kehendak kita
tapi hanya harga mati yang abadi
Allahu akbar, hanya Allahu akbar


Sejenak melempar khayal
Salah.. Janganlah
Ragukah kita bahkan dengan perintahNya
berdoalah sesukamu..
bukan bersenang khayalan

doa yang nyata membuka rahasia
tanpa aniaya
hati siapa sekarang yang tertuju
aku atau kamu

jika milikmu waktu searah
bersyukurlah
nantikan bintang kecil kehidupan
milikmu, milikku juga

tapi bila masamu terhalang
bersyukurlah
Tuhan kita paling baik
milikmu masa yang lebih apik

sudah siapkah dengan keputusan mendatang?
mari, temani hatiku berdoa
bersama berpisah karena Allah

Malaikat disampingku, sampaikan pesan ini untuk Sang berkehendak, kami titipkan sepasang hati padaNya. Semoga mereka kelak mampu saling mengokohkan, membuktikan bahwa Kau ciptakan mereka bukan lemah.

*let's become each other's light* July 2011- January 2014

She's mine, Masmuhah.

Jika bisa kalimat ini hidup sampai nanti tua

Biarkan 2 pasang tangan kita bersama

Tanpa jarak di raga

Tanpa salah ucap kata

Sahabat, siapa di dunia ini yang seperti kamu

Kucari ke pelosok negri mungkin tiada indah tanpa semangatmu

Sahabatlah seharusnya begitu

Mengerti disaat waktu terasa jemu

Setia menebar kebaikan penerang hati

Menjaga, mendoa, menasehati

Menjadi tempat berdiri

Bagi sahabat lain yang merasa sepi

Tersiksa dengan makhluk tak hidup bernama ‘sendiri’

Allahku, Engkau sungguh Maha Sempurna, yang menyempurnakan aku dengan kehadiran sahabat sepertinya, meski diri ini tak akan pernah bisa sempurna, tapi setidaknya hatiku sempurna berkat kehadirannya, Allahku, sampai tubuh kami tertimpa beribu kotoran dan bebutiran tanah, selamatkan kami dari azabMu, jagalah tali ini agar sampai kepadaMu, kepada Rasul pilihanMu. Biarkan kami bertemu bukan hanya di duniaMu tapi juga akhiratMu. Alhamdulillah, pujianku padaMu beribu kali karena kau titipkan si lemah ini pada sahabatku yang kuat. Jaga dia untuk orang yang Kau ridhoi, yang terbaik, yang terpilih. Aamiin Ya Rabbal Aalamin.

Selamat hari jadi ke 20, cintaaa !!!!!

3 December 2013, Mahallah Hafsah block D 2.7 c.

this what I call 'FAMILY'

"Berjalan menuju masjid untuk salat tahajjud bersama setiap malam itu sudah cukup untuk mewakili kata 'romantis'" - Papa Mama

I'll be there to love you so, you are my soul

الرحيمون يرحم هم الرحمن, تبارك و تعالى, ارحموا من في الأرض يرحمكم من في السماء- Rahma by Talib Alhabib

  

This backsound starts so does my history.

Aku ini perantau..

Punya lebih banyak teman daripada musuh

Dan mereka tau banget gimana keluargaku memperlakukanku

Manja, so sweet, romantis

Itu kata mereka lho, bukan kataku.

Papa

Sosoknya emang serem. Alisnya tebel kaya ulet (ini kata Papa sendiri), hidung mancung, bibir tebal, badan besar. Tapi hatinya? beuh manis dan soft banget kaya permen gulali. Melankolis saya mungkin nurun dari beliau. Nama aslinya Zaenal Arifin. Nama palsunya ga ada dong, hehe. Sekarang ini umurnya 54. Papaku ini suka banget senyum, becanda, peramah, riang dan gembira. Tapi diantara 5 anggota keluargaku, yang paling sering aku liat nangis itu ya Papa. Why? bukan karena masalah atau rintangan hidup, tapi karena terkena efek nonton film sedih. Contohnya, waktu itu itu kita sekeluarga nonton Ketika Cinta Bertasbih. Azzam sebagi aktor utama kan jadi penjual tempe yak di Mesir. Syutingnya otomatis di Mesir. Pada saat itu, Mas Arif (kakak kedua yang sedang belajar di Mesir) gak ikut nonton, karena dia masih disana. Gak pulang. Nah, Mbak Vega tiba-tiba megang tanganku trus bisik2 "dek, liat Papa". Tedengdeng, pas aku liat, Papa lagi sesenggukan tak bersuara. Lucuuuu.. pas pulang aku tanya alasan kenapa Papa nangis, beliau menjawab "Pas Azzam lagi buat tempe, Papa tiba2 kangen Mas Arif." ada lagi adegan Papa yang bikin aku terus senyum senyum sampai sekarang. Pas Mas Arif nikah. Orang kedua setelah Papa yang sering nangis adalah Mas Arif. Saat salam2an, aku sengaja di barisan terakhir, biar bisa meluk erat Mas Arif. Tiba2 Papa berdiri disampingku, nah Mas Arif nyamperin kan tuh, pas sama Papa nangis Mas Arifnya, tapi Papanya gak nangis. Akhirnya sampai ke aku, aku langsung meluk, nangis, sambil bilang "Mas, jangan berubah ya. De ella sayang Mas" Mas Arif bilang "tenang aja, jangan sedih dong" okeh, aku tenang, udah ga nangis dipelukan. eeeh tiba2 Papa meluk kita berdua sambil ngomong "yang kuat ya, yang kuat" dengan nadanya yang bergetar sesak dengan tangisan

Tips when exam says 'hello'

5 days before a real ADILLAH AL-AHKAM exam.

Yeha, how are you all?? Are you student? Will these 2 weeks be an exhausting one? I think so, here in IIUM we will be facing final exam, just counting down and you will feel the following below:

1. Screaming when you do not accomplish your task completely.

2. Rounding up or scratching your whole head while screaming loudly when you do not find what you want, such as methods, abbreviation of your math subject, etc.

3. Feel too lazy to go to canteen.

4. Consuming more NOODLE rather than having meal in canteen.

5. Listening to music then suddenly you become a SOLO SINGER without take a big deal with roommates who distracted by your terrifying voice tone.

However, do you know that exam is some kind of situation where you can be closer to your Creator?? did you realize it?? 

When exam comes, you will be free to:

1. Increase your pray and ask anything you want to him, in order to pass the exam perfectly.

2. Increase your recitation of qur'an.

3. Ask redha from your parents.

4. Practice tahajjud and hajat prayer.

5. Sodaqoh and shalawat

The Muslim students are supposed to put their trust in Allah when facing the tests of this world as prescribed in Islam. Why? I will now let you know what Rasulullah said  : 

“The strong believer is better and is more beloved to Allah than the weak believer, although both are good. Strive to attain that which will benefit you and seek the help of Allaah, and do not feel helpless.” (Sahih Muslim, hadits no. 2664)

Among those means are the following:

1.Turning to Allah by making du’a in any way that is prescribed in Islam, such as saying, 

“Rabbiy ishrah li sadri wa yassir li amri (O my Lord, expand my chest and make things easy for me).”

2.Get used to sleep early and go to the exams on time.

3. Preparing all required or permitted equipment such as pens, rulers, etc.

4. Reciting the du’a for leaving the house:

 “Bismillaah, tawakkaltu ‘ala Allaah, wa laa hawla wa laa quwwata illa Billaah. Allaahumma inni a’oodhu bika an adilla aw udalla, aw azilla aw uzalla, aw azlima aw uzlama, aw ajhala aw yujhala ‘alayya (In the name of Allaah, I put my trust in Allaah, and there is no strength and no power except with Allaah. O Allaah, I seek refuge with You lest I should stray or be led astray, lest I slip (commit a sin unintentionally) or be tripped, lest I oppress or be oppressed, lest I behave foolishly or be treated foolishly).”

 Do not forget to seek your parents’ approval, for their du’aa’ for you will be answered.

5. Mention the name of Allah and  shalawat Nabi before you start.

6. Fear Allah with regard to your classmates, and do not be affected by their anxiety or fear just before the exam, for anxiety is a contagious disease.

7. Remembering Allaah (zhikr) dispels anxiety and tension. If something is too difficult for you, then pray to Allah to make it easy for you. Whenever Shaykh al-Islam Ibn Taymiyah (may Allaah have mercy on him) found something too difficult to understand, he would say,

 “O You Who taught Ibraaheem, teach me; O You Who caused Sulaymaan to understand, cause me to understand.” 

8. Choose a good place to sit during the exam, if you can. Keep your back straight, and sit on the chair in a healthy manner.

9. Look over the exam first. Studies advise spending 10% of the exam time in reading the questions carefully.

10. Plan to answer the easy questions first, then the difficult ones.

11. Answer questions according to importance.

12. Start by answering the easy questions which you know. Then move on to the questions which carry high marks, 

13. Take your time to answer, for the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said: “Deliberation is from Allaah and haste is from the Shaytaan.” (A hasan hadeeth. Saheeh al-Jaami, 3011).

14. Think carefully about the answer and choose the right answer when answering multiple-choice questions. Deal with them in the following manner. If you are sure that you have chosen the right answer, then beware of waswasah (insinuating whispers from the Shaytaan).

15. Write the main points of your answer at the beginning of the line, because this is what the examiner is looking for.

16. Devote 10% of the time for reviewing your answers. Resist the desire to hand in the exam papers quickly. Be confident without seeing others who submit earlier.

17. If you discover after the exam that you answered some questions incorrectly, then take that as a lesson in the importance of being well prepared in the future, and not rushing to answer questions. Accept the will and decree of Allah and do not fall prey to frustration and despair. Remember the hadeeth of the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him), “If anything befalls you, do not say, ‘If only I had done such and such.’ Rather say, ‘Qadar Allaah wa maa sha’a kaan (the decree of Allah and what He wills happened),’ for saying ‘if only’ opens the door for the Shaytaan.” (Saheeh Muslim, and the first part of this hadeeth was mentioned above).

18. Note that cheating is haraam whether it is in foreign language tests or any other tests. The Prophet (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him) said, “Whoever cheats is not one of us.”

19. Remember what you have prepared for the Hereafter, and the questions of the examination in the grave, and how to be saved on the Day of Resurrection. Whoever is saved from the Fire and admitted to Paradise will indeed have succeeded.

We ask Allah to make us succeed in this world and cause us to be among those who are victorious and saved in the Hereafter, for He is the All-Hearing Who answers prayer.

So how we welcome our exam? do we put under pressure for our mind to always think? Have you left your bad procrastination skill? hehehe... just kidding. I am just an ordinary reminder who want to share with others and also remind my  self.

Okay then, just relax, do not get stressed out because hope still abides. Turn everything to Allah and let Him decide what we deserve. Ah ya, have you downloaded previous year exam paper from digital library? InshaAllah it will help you to answer the exam. Happy exam week!

May Allah ease us to pass exam and get high CGPA and practice what we have learned. Aamiin Ya Rabb. We know undoubtedly that YOU are the best supporter, the best helper ever.

#convey from me even a single verse- Rasulullah SAW.